Like a shell
So much has gone
What is left is fragile
I feel broken, I'm breaking
All alone, leaking
I've cried so much I'm bleeding
From wiping my eyes so many times
So often
There is no way to explain how empty I feel
Like my void is filled to the brim with hurt
The more I cry the more hollow I become
I give all my love away
I don't want to hurt those around me
At the same time I need help
But I've asked too many times and feel guilty
I have nothing left to give.
For those that have been there for me
I thank you
And those that I thought would be have hurt me more.
I don't blame anyone for how I feel
They're my feelings and I have to live with them
I now know where I stand.
I'm not afraid to stand alone
I've spent so long standing there
But at the same time I tire
Like a stone in the rain
I slowly crumble