Hollow

I'm feeling really hollow

Like a shell

So much has gone

What is left is fragile

I feel broken, I'm breaking 

All alone, leaking

I've cried so much I'm bleeding

From wiping my eyes so many times

So often

There is no way to explain how empty I feel

Like my void is filled to the brim with hurt

The more I cry the more hollow I become 

I give all my love away

I don't want to hurt those around me

At the same time I need help

But I've asked too many times and feel guilty

I have nothing left to give.

For those that have been there for me

I thank you

And those that I thought would be have hurt me more.

I don't blame anyone for how I feel

They're my feelings and I have to live with them

I now know where I stand.

I'm not afraid to stand alone

I've spent so long standing there 

But at the same time I tire

Like a stone in the rain

I slowly crumble